things

i don't really know what i'm doing.

whatever it is im probably doing it wrong.

i get lost in my thought.

and tear myself to bits.

granted, these bits are easy to put together.

but flimsy on the edges.

one weary worry and they scatter apart.

i put periods at the end of thoughts, i suppose.

grammatically incorrect. i know.

i miss going to bible study.

i havent opened my bible in forever.

i mean, i go to church every sunday +more (holy days of obligation)

but i hardly do anything to further my relationship with god outside of church.

i can't seem to make myself make time for that, other than being a good person.

i need to.

also, im still in carolina alive. 

again, i worry too much.

someone told me i might have a little bit of anxiety.

mehh.

also also, girls are so loud.

i live in a building with three stories.

of nothing but girls.

mehh.

i'm stronger than i lead myself to believe.

i'm weaker than i think i am.

i don't know what i believe i think i am.

oh. and sometimes i make myself look incredibly creepy when i'm bored.